(20:00 / Thursday, March 13, 2008)
Abstinence
Holidays are like days when you get to wake up late and work from home; I have long gotten over the 'resting' part. CCA is as per normal, homework load is as per normal, project load is more than normal.
That is, including the habit of a pure Singaporean like me; Sign up frantically for CIP as if they're satin bedsheets on 80% discount.
I just thought how horrifically changed my life would be after 2008. That is, when I am sec3 and going crazy and yanking all my hair out (sec2 still nothing aye), and when the school has shifted to somewhere funny. Funny enough to make me worry about how I am going to get home (NO MORE BUS 11!) and how I am going to survive without having people bring things for me last minute (blouse, files, assignments etc).
I think I am thinking like Laisum.
I want to change school.
Wrong day for everything
Wrong week for anything
I told myself I wasn't afraid.